哭了。为国家哭了。

Change

I think I am finally grasping the vaguest meaning of the following phrases:

"Just be yourself."

"Don't compare with others. Outdo the old self."

Just because things seem to bear resemblances, you do not have to undertake the same, haunting route again.

Change. A very powerful word. The only true constant in this world.

Time to be a better person, in every way.

"why do we fall?"

it is fresh. and it seems to take up some space, or expand to exert pressure.

fear. and conscience.

morality. responsibility.

fresh fear and conscience is expanding.

make a change or be devoured.

one life, one shot

i hate this feeling, mindset, body, indiscipline.

i hate this lack of rationality, logic, emotion, trust.

well.

i did wrong.

therefore, i have to pay the price of having t0 find my footing, a solid and appropriate one, in the midst of my own confusion and lack of direction.

falling down is easy. getting back up is where the severity of the consequences begin to dawn on you.

mister, don't give yourself a chance to hide anymore.

you have to urge yourself to come out of your shell and learn to live again.

you ain't living now, not to the extremum that you could.

you got only one live, one shot. don't waste it.