Sunday, August 1, 2010

roller-coaster

it hurts
nearly killed me throughout the night
or rather i wished someone would do so
so that i could get off the emotional roller-coaster

sometimes
i ponder why didn't it take me instead of him

sometimes
i know the reasons why

well
ain't no human is perfect
what more a half like me?

i ain't blaming you
just that the ride took me to various spots
fear, worry, frustration, disappointment, hope and anger
till it became a cycle throughout the night

it was cracked several times before
and again tonight

i understand my limits now
and i know you do too

remember our promises


Love,
B

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