A phone call

I cried and laughed,

I talked and listened,

I love and receive love,

There's no regrets,

Only more of these to come.

I am Wong You Wei,

a Son, Sinner, Receiver, Listener, Talker.....

and most importantly, a Lover.

Why the hatred everywhere?

Because it's easier to hate and be angry than to spend time understanding and pouring their hearts out.

Loving and Understanding,

These are what matter most to everyone, shouldn't it?

I remembered why I liked reading and writing back then.

Words are the expression of thoughts and feelings,

Bearing the ability to inspire and give hope,

to teach and guide,

to cry and be depressed,

to repent and remorse,

to learn and practice,

to understand and remember,

to hate and be angry,

to care and love.

Why do people bury themselves in indulgence, yet whining over undesirable outcome?

Because indulgence is the perfect temptation for beings.

Because putting thoughts into actions requires more strength and determination,

Testing our will, senses, mind, emotions and understanding,

Truly a more difficult path than indulgence.

However,

The difficulties are what drive the brave ones ahead,

Walking further with wisdom, patience and determination.

Those who fall,

require more than knowledge to stand up again.

It is the understanding of one's innermost feelings and thoughts,

recollection of his strength and will,

that will pick him up again.

Stand up, Chin up, Look ahead and Walk on.

There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.

Buddha

Past Midnight

I remember why I like night time tonight.

It makes me sober.

I think better.

I know better.

I learn better.

Peace and tranquility. Just like tonight.

Only downside is that I'm missing someone tonight. A lot.

Unforgivable

-lost-

useless homosapien.

god-damned-useless.

-blank-

i will leave my arms open, always.

i will be here, always.

that's what i will do.

be honest to yourself and others.

-blank-

i know not what to make of it.

my mind tells me to think logically,

my heart tells me its hurting.

what to think of now?

WMP status: Nickelback - I'd Come for You

Just One more moment, that's all that's needed.
Like wounded soldiers in need of healing.
Time to be honest, this time I'm pleading
Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it

I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now
Everyday I spend away my souls inside out
Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.

By now you know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing
My mind was closing, now I'm believing
I finally know just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home,
Here and now this I vow

By now you know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
[ Nickelback Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you

Yes I'd come for you, no one but you,
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
You know I'll always come for you

sorry? pointless

when the phrase "thank you" is mentioned often,

it is more likely to bring joy and pleasure,

to both the speaker and recipient.

when the word "sorry" is mentioned a tad too frequent,

it means the speaker is incompetent, irresponsible and, more likely, a promise breaker.

people say apology is the most sincere way for both sides to understand the situation,

but when it occurs too often, is the speaker really apologizing sincerely? or trying to make amends?

disappointment after disappointment.

no improvement means the cycle will continue.

what is the point of apologizing when x^2 + y^2 = a^2 becomes larger and larger? with "a" directed to infinity?

-> pointless

please. make a change. a DRASTIC change.

or nothing will be learned at all.

i remember the date.

and counting...

"Mister, I have someone I would like you to meet"

Watched a late night movie shown on the tv - "Father of the Bride 2"

Didn't expect to have emotions running all over me, images and memories flying past all the while.

Then again, i don't really understand myself, least to have expectations on what would happen to myself.

The movie reminds me of him. I didn't know i miss him so much, so much that i'm sad, angry, frustrated, disappointed and happy, all within a few minutes. And i have a feeling that this potpourri of emotions is gonna stay with me for a long time...

Frankly, the movie's a good one. It's a comedy, but very inspiring and able to reach into my heart. My tears were close to escaping a few times. Tears of worry and happiness. It reminds me so much of him and the time spent with them. I should have been more appreciative, caring, understanding and cautious. Should have.....

"Mister Banks, I have someone I would like you to meet..."

That's one of the best moments in the movie. I'm gonna remember this movie, for a long time. As a reminder to myself, for now and the future.

I have been hit hard, very hard. Twice in a short period of time. Once due to someone I love, another due to my own responsibility. Putting a brave front is easy, but it hurts and tires me. Now i understand her pain and emotions back then. Brave girl, struggling hard yet unrevealing.

The Sun always shines on you, just that maybe it's not the way you want it to be. I will always pray for both of you. Bless you.

The second hit was hard. I was on my knees, not begging for mercy or forgiveness, but a chance to pay back the faith given to me. Redeeming myself will not be easy. It has started and hit a few walls, but I will not be deterred anymore. This is a promise for you, young man.

I miss you, both.